10/17/07

Walk Poem

It’s 9:30 in the morning, and either their early or I’m late.

Heavy high in hue of hate

of remnants of an early rising state.

Cherry blossoms blooming, pink- pale

-Peace. Solemn in stride stale sobriety. Eight weeks clean, now.


Guinivere dreamed her way into a bed of water.

I found her treading the pillows, the mattress

Screaming of a shark, pink-pale.

With human arms. Reaper reaching to right wrongs

I have done.

Wake child. Trauma resides, so we swim the bed

Butchering sharks until the waves are red

And the waters safe.


The day before

yesterday we picked up smooth shells from the shore

Of a Long Island beach beneath a blue-black sky.

We grinded sand in our teeth, as the wind whipped

Salt gritty strands of hair in our eyes.

We talked of sharks, then, and dolphins.

Guinivere dreamed of sharks.


I went to a meeting last night.

Hippies high on life on the hard flat floor. No carpet,

Just gangsters and businessmen, bawlers and shot-callers

Upright in their aluminum chairs. And yet,

There was myself, young mama

Slouched in pretty pink-pale.


Addiction, they said, an infantile tendency

To clumsily cling to a catastrophic comfort.

The speaker clung to the vertical brass of the lamp

-post. Posing to illustrate defeat due to dependence.


I nod. The hippies twirl dreadlocks into the ceiling

As businessmen tap the faces of their gold watches

Late for dinner with the wife.

Wish I had a wife to wake me in the morning.